Down to Heart !

Following Blog Post is categorized as "diary" . Its ur wish to move ahead.

Eventhough am on internet 24X7.. And i have lots n lots 2 drop..
My hands are tied up.. with laziness playin its part too..

I can write pages abt my life@cisco rightaway.. but this post is born out of heavy thoughts running in my mind for past few days..

DISCLAIMER:
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GF - in my dictionary refers to "Gal who is a fnd" and not lover..
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When i was in college i was pretty happy with about 4 Gfs.. with whom i could share my thoughts, enjoy my happy moments and share theirs too..
But things started falling apart when i left college..
All the 4 are at quite a distance frm me now.. (with one @ heaven)
People might say, "u shud keep ur frndship alive even wen they r std calls"..
but the fact is.. when u call up ur dear frnd who was awaiting for ur call..
u will always like to make the moment lite.. not bringing the -ve thoughts runnin in ur mind.. i.e am wantedly hiding things which are much more imp to me..

I have sacks and sacks of thoughts.. I am becoming mad, not able to share with some one.. coz actually ther is no one near me..

Now a kind of fear is running in my brain that wat if i gain a frnd and lose them again, as wat happens in my life always..

And these days I prefer having frndship with already committed gals, coz they consider safe to move free with me than single gals who always hav a thought runnin in their mind that wat if I come someday sayin “I LU “..
when you hav such a thought in your mind, u kind-of restrict urself 4rm expressing the real thought..

Actually i had further more deep thoughts which i dont think this blog is right place to drop..

And my next post will not be as boring as this.. its goona be Life@cisco !