Sunday, November 05, 2006

No Blog - Had to change my life style !

Sry for guys who wer expectin some turns in my or atleast in my corporate life...
As the subject suggests i had to change my life style to make my life more meaningful..

I was more interested in past..
to keep my life much more chaotic..
Ther was a thrill in living life with short goals..
takin the challenges as it comes..

But its no more possible..
Milk turned to curd..
Sleeping at night 2 and going to cmpy at 10:30 changed all together..

I was asking few ques to myself..
interrogating under the advice of neha..
as i could feel that i was going nowher..
i might hav reached a right place..
but this is not really what i wanted..

Time i spent with my frnds reduced..
I reduced the time i used to chat/call with my frnds either...
I cud find no reason until i searched for an answer..

I found that..
though i was tryin 2 impress my mgr by doing things..
at a speed than he can imagine 4rm a fresher..
i was indeed losing somewher..
Am sure i might lose this momentum in days to come
and at that time even my normal pace might luk dormant to him..
He himself advised me not to take wrk 2 room r stay back in office..

And hence started a search for a soln..
I started playin TT in the evening times..(with my mgr :P )..
My bro is leavin 2 switzerland by December..
So he had 2 learn French before he leaves..
I too was fond of learning a new lang. at this part of life..

French classes really brought a new face to my life..
Classroom sessions.. wher u cud pass comments even at teacher..
frnds all of age > 20 who hav fun like school kids..
filling out workbook, dictation and tests.. n wat not..

But all this enjoyment at a cost..
i had to attend this class at morn 7 to 9..
which meant i hav 2 get up at 6..
which for one whole week seemed impossible.. but it is no more..
Now a days i getup b4 alarm rings...

I was a nocturnal being when i was in college..
And my mom tried her best 2 wake me up atleast at 9 after my college was done..
With no one 2 control here.. and that too in a cmpy..
wher i cud enter the gates even at 10 30..
I am changed.. completely changed..

I cud now find a pattern in life..
i sleep pretty early..
cud get some time to cuk.. spend time with frnds.. tv..

PS: For those who think this as a script which u think u cud run it
at this moment to find a pattern in life..
If u still in college.. better hangon being chaotic.. Thats one u wil never like in later part of life..
If u in cmpy like me.. better run this script as "root".. [;)]

2 comments:

Indira said...

Its good to hear you have changed a lot :) ..
But dont change the way you are with others.. we still like the old shagan :P

Varun Soundararajan said...

This post has personally been a good one for me. I learnt a lot about work-life balance. Thanks shagan for the post, as well as, personally helping me out, when I too was in a similar situation.